I wanna keep it short n simple this time..I m quite fed up of my
"pseudointellect",fakeness and senstivity.
I want to be more self controlled and genuine atleast for 4 yrs now.
THE big list that needs to be followed::
1.no lies,only truth(sorry friends!!!)
2.no fakeness
3.studies r top most prirority
4.no time for friendship and love
5.more reading and less talking
6.no more sharing perception(back bitting)
7.will loose some weight(chahe kuch bhi ho jaaye)
8.no more talking on phones
9.more savings n less expenditure
10.less television(big bosss..nahin!!!)
Thursday, October 14, 2010
"YASHODHARA":: THE UNTOLD STORY
And then Yashodhara descends into old age and sickness, and makes an attempt to forgive the Buddha for the pain and suffering he had caused her and her family. In her state just before death she is telling Buddha to still do the right thing! "Come back I yell at Siddhartha, who had been floating above me..Your son is here I shout, caring nothing about the state of my soul or the adoration of the Buddhas. He needs your heart." Come back you coward". one need to recognizethat it is hard for the women that get left behind and ignored when men decide to pursue the spiritual path.What a great lady "yashodhara" was?? despite of so many mundane events,she
never lost hope n faith!!! thousands salutes..
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
HOLIDAYS :: NO MORE JOLLY DAYS!!!!
YEHHHH...HOLIIIIIDAAAAAYYYYYZZZZ
I need to carry this expression as a student..Is that so??? nahhh!!!
Holidays r not blissful anymore.I start my day probably around 9.
We sit and chat little family issues(mom,dad n me) over a cup of
coffee.I mite help mom in kitchen if feel like,otherwise ,she is alwz
there to scold n nag me somehow.I spend lot of time watching movies andall the waste "stuff" on television(saas-bahu saga..dont run ur dirty mind!!).Sometimes i do come online to chat my friends but..."saare kamine r out of delhi forvacations".The most interesting and healthy part is the "50 minutes"walk.I just love it!!!The park near by my place look like a tiny fair!!AUNTIES(budhhi's:: maaf karna) takes keen interest in gossiping(haan haan wahi bahun ki buraiyaan) and "public display of spirituality".Small
kids prefer playing like a "flock of sheep".They scatter like sheaves
of corn,yet so,composed and zestful..Few health freaks pratice "yoga"(thanxx to ramdev baba!!!).boyzz come prowling after gals
and become quite "beheld" by their gestures(oomp factor!!!).I only
enjoy this part of my 'holidayyyyzzz"..I come back and again start searching friends online..hmmm!!!! My day finishes with "dramatic'
big boss..btwn I failed to study java,architecture n dbms .u know y??? becozzzzz ''i dont feel like"!!!(shayd back ki shaqt zarurat hai)
ENLISTING FEW MUST WATCH MOVIES:
mirror has two faces
scream(1,2,3)
scary movie
the sixth sense
beautiful mind(russel crowe rocks!!!)
the silence of lambs
the league of extraodinary gentlemen
the legend of "bhagat singh"
to be conntinued!!!
AT THE END ,i would like to thank all my friends for
constantly attending my calls and tolerating everything and anything.u ppl made my HOLI--day!!!!
thanxxxxxxxxxx.....thanxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx...thanxxxxxxxxxxxxx..
love u!!!!!
I need to carry this expression as a student..Is that so??? nahhh!!!
Holidays r not blissful anymore.I start my day probably around 9.
We sit and chat little family issues(mom,dad n me) over a cup of
coffee.I mite help mom in kitchen if feel like,otherwise ,she is alwz
there to scold n nag me somehow.I spend lot of time watching movies andall the waste "stuff" on television(saas-bahu saga..dont run ur dirty mind!!).Sometimes i do come online to chat my friends but..."saare kamine r out of delhi forvacations".The most interesting and healthy part is the "50 minutes"walk.I just love it!!!The park near by my place look like a tiny fair!!AUNTIES(budhhi's:: maaf karna) takes keen interest in gossiping(haan haan wahi bahun ki buraiyaan) and "public display of spirituality".Small
kids prefer playing like a "flock of sheep".They scatter like sheaves
of corn,yet so,composed and zestful..Few health freaks pratice "yoga"(thanxx to ramdev baba!!!).boyzz come prowling after gals
and become quite "beheld" by their gestures(oomp factor!!!).I only
enjoy this part of my 'holidayyyyzzz"..I come back and again start searching friends online..hmmm!!!! My day finishes with "dramatic'
big boss..btwn I failed to study java,architecture n dbms .u know y??? becozzzzz ''i dont feel like"!!!(shayd back ki shaqt zarurat hai)
ENLISTING FEW MUST WATCH MOVIES:
mirror has two faces
scream(1,2,3)
scary movie
the sixth sense
beautiful mind(russel crowe rocks!!!)
the silence of lambs
the league of extraodinary gentlemen
the legend of "bhagat singh"
to be conntinued!!!
AT THE END ,i would like to thank all my friends for
constantly attending my calls and tolerating everything and anything.u ppl made my HOLI--day!!!!
thanxxxxxxxxxx.....thanxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx...thanxxxxxxxxxxxxx..
love u!!!!!
Monday, October 4, 2010
सांस है विश्वास है ,
आस है किरण भोर की आएगी ,
नये सवेरे को तलाशती,
आँखें नम न करो ,
गहरे अँधेरे के बीच कहीं दूर,
सूर्य प्रकट होने को है!!
थककर मत बैठो ,
कुछ और कदम चलो,
मुठियाँ कास लो ,
सीर आसमान की ओर उठायो,
आँख से आंसूं घिरने न दो,
उस पार से आती आवाज़ ,
सुनो जोह तुम्हे लक्ष्य की ओर,
बढ़ने के लिए पुकार रही है,
ओह्ह राही !मंजिल दूर नहीं,
दूर नहीं ,दूर नहीं है !!!
(हरिवंश राइ बच्चन )
आस है किरण भोर की आएगी ,
नये सवेरे को तलाशती,
आँखें नम न करो ,
गहरे अँधेरे के बीच कहीं दूर,
सूर्य प्रकट होने को है!!
थककर मत बैठो ,
कुछ और कदम चलो,
मुठियाँ कास लो ,
सीर आसमान की ओर उठायो,
आँख से आंसूं घिरने न दो,
उस पार से आती आवाज़ ,
सुनो जोह तुम्हे लक्ष्य की ओर,
बढ़ने के लिए पुकार रही है,
ओह्ह राही !मंजिल दूर नहीं,
दूर नहीं ,दूर नहीं है !!!
(हरिवंश राइ बच्चन )
Sunday, October 3, 2010
FOOL'S GOLD
lets see how our teenager took ayodhaya's verdict:::
q:do u know where ayodhya is??
t:should i know?i have heard people talking about it,so many i should check it out.is it as good as fbar lounge?
q:no ,it isnt a lounge.its a place up north.
t:i have been up north all the way to lava couple of times,you know
the happening pub in rajouri!!!
q:ayodhya is in uttar pradesh
t:ohh!!!isn't that place where cheif minister has all those handbags
does she have louis vuitton?
q:i dont know.do u know what happened on dec 6,1992.
t:nopes!!!
q:ohh!! but how come u dont know about ayodhaya.dont u watch
tv?
t:i do watch mtv regularly.it's no big deal not knowing this place.
i can alwz google it on my iphone.
q:but u must have heard abt court's verdict on thursday??
t:somebody tweeted about it.we had a big scare,everyone thought
the weekend would be dry.they will divide the place into three,
handing one piece to hindu's.other to muslim...last one to christian..buddhists etc....
q:what place??
t:the disputed place,"bridge",i guess,saw it on facebook.
q:its not bridge
t:well,i m okk with it being monument or something,like "taj"
q:the "taj mahal"
t:the "taj hotel".it should be equally shared by all communities
this is new india,you know,does doing my hair like this suits me.
q:one last question,how will this verdict effect ur life??
t:should it??you r right,we must have a funky ayodhya party
it will be awesome!!!
q:do u know where ayodhya is??
t:should i know?i have heard people talking about it,so many i should check it out.is it as good as fbar lounge?
q:no ,it isnt a lounge.its a place up north.
t:i have been up north all the way to lava couple of times,you know
the happening pub in rajouri!!!
q:ayodhya is in uttar pradesh
t:ohh!!!isn't that place where cheif minister has all those handbags
does she have louis vuitton?
q:i dont know.do u know what happened on dec 6,1992.
t:nopes!!!
q:ohh!! but how come u dont know about ayodhaya.dont u watch
tv?
t:i do watch mtv regularly.it's no big deal not knowing this place.
i can alwz google it on my iphone.
q:but u must have heard abt court's verdict on thursday??
t:somebody tweeted about it.we had a big scare,everyone thought
the weekend would be dry.they will divide the place into three,
handing one piece to hindu's.other to muslim...last one to christian..buddhists etc....
q:what place??
t:the disputed place,"bridge",i guess,saw it on facebook.
q:its not bridge
t:well,i m okk with it being monument or something,like "taj"
q:the "taj mahal"
t:the "taj hotel".it should be equally shared by all communities
this is new india,you know,does doing my hair like this suits me.
q:one last question,how will this verdict effect ur life??
t:should it??you r right,we must have a funky ayodhya party
it will be awesome!!!
Saturday, October 2, 2010
LETTER TO GOD
dear god,
i m rashmi jha ,prefinal year student of engineering at ansal institute of technology(naam toh suna hi hoga),gurgaon under ip university.i have big list of regrets (NDPL ki complain list se bhi badi).its has
been said "man on trail each morning has less suffering each evening".since u r not antiwomen ,so
i guess it goes well with ladies as well(pretty sad ).it seems that u r not man/woman of ur words..lets
roll over the list of complains:god,i have failed on most of the things in life..wantedto be doctor once
(beti doctor banegi types) ,but turned out to be "pseudoengineer" now.physics,chemistry n biology notes which were swallowed by me are now eaten up by some bloody insects in my store room..god,i fell in love
n left by him in the same year.the guy had certain issues which,he imposed forcefully on me..anywayz i have certain weight issues as well..i m jealous of not being slim enough to wear one pieces just like my any other
friend.moving on, i m quite jealous of my friends who r in "DCE'S" n "IIT'S"..i couldnot make it becoz
of reservations(good one!!! ab na padhne ka bahana mil gaya)..u have created the whole web of
confusion around me..i m angry abt u provoking dad everyday to nag me without any reasons.mom curse for not helping her in kitchen.both of them push me for "ias" preparation.i feel bad for not scoring well.i m jealous
of my relative placed at higher position.i m quite mad at u for making me less wiser n knowlegable than most of my contemporary bloggers.u made my life monotonous n naive.u have been vested with absolute
power,but chronically u alwz took what i greatly coveted!!!AAPKI LEELA APRAM PAAR HAI(inscrutable).i m goading u to make life simple..plzzz kuch aache bande rakho for normal functioning of
ur kingdom..it seems aapki sarkar bhi sheila dikshit ki tarah corrupt ho gayi hai..u better start atoning for all
ur troubles!!! waiting for ur reply..
urs lovingly
PSEUDOINTELLECTUAL;
i m rashmi jha ,prefinal year student of engineering at ansal institute of technology(naam toh suna hi hoga),gurgaon under ip university.i have big list of regrets (NDPL ki complain list se bhi badi).its has
been said "man on trail each morning has less suffering each evening".since u r not antiwomen ,so
i guess it goes well with ladies as well(pretty sad ).it seems that u r not man/woman of ur words..lets
roll over the list of complains:god,i have failed on most of the things in life..wantedto be doctor once
(beti doctor banegi types) ,but turned out to be "pseudoengineer" now.physics,chemistry n biology notes which were swallowed by me are now eaten up by some bloody insects in my store room..god,i fell in love
n left by him in the same year.the guy had certain issues which,he imposed forcefully on me..anywayz i have certain weight issues as well..i m jealous of not being slim enough to wear one pieces just like my any other
friend.moving on, i m quite jealous of my friends who r in "DCE'S" n "IIT'S"..i couldnot make it becoz
of reservations(good one!!! ab na padhne ka bahana mil gaya)..u have created the whole web of
confusion around me..i m angry abt u provoking dad everyday to nag me without any reasons.mom curse for not helping her in kitchen.both of them push me for "ias" preparation.i feel bad for not scoring well.i m jealous
of my relative placed at higher position.i m quite mad at u for making me less wiser n knowlegable than most of my contemporary bloggers.u made my life monotonous n naive.u have been vested with absolute
power,but chronically u alwz took what i greatly coveted!!!AAPKI LEELA APRAM PAAR HAI(inscrutable).i m goading u to make life simple..plzzz kuch aache bande rakho for normal functioning of
ur kingdom..it seems aapki sarkar bhi sheila dikshit ki tarah corrupt ho gayi hai..u better start atoning for all
ur troubles!!! waiting for ur reply..
urs lovingly
PSEUDOINTELLECTUAL;
Thursday, September 30, 2010
CWG:: BLACK SHEEP
"sheila dikshit" would be cursing herself for the day, when she proposed india as the game venue..her life became haphazard ever since games panel analyzed the preparations.clearly the so called "preparations" are blasphemous n below the accepted standards.it has been criticized n defied by every 8 out of 10 indians.it seems that state government has lapsed n 70,000 crores have been put up in their swiss account.waise i m
not here to blame government,venue and games but just presenting my memoirs(personal views).i can afford to be positive once in a while.i have collected few instances from newspapers depicting y games r so important n should not be opposed n repressed at any cost.
MEHRAJUDDIN WADOO,"the truck",26 yr old,plays for indian national football team.his teammates donot lay on inner conflicts,religion,origin as they belong to different sects.wadoo has several conflicts n issues as "kashmiri " muslim.as the author clearly says that "when he takes field for COMMON WEALTH
GAMES ,his brother in arm will spur him to rise above conflict"..
GEETA,21, N BABITA ,20,lives in ballali haryana.they have been coached by their father"manbir".two good wrestlers have been oppressed by whole village.they have faced negative jibes from thier grandfather stating that" nobody wants women with muscles,hence bringing so much shame to the society".but oncontrary
both sisters never let down fire of winning in themselves.they have been working hard for last five years with spanish coach.they have proved that games knows no languauge barriers.its only ur instincts n hardwork that can make u stand among champions..they dont deserve their sheer painstaking effort should end up like this. kalmadiji r u listening???
SIDDHARTH SUCHDE ,highly meticuluos,hardworking,graduate from harvard university.he was born in mumbai n brought up in london.he could have choosen to be economist easily but this "man" decided to represent "INDIA" in common wealth games.
several more stories r yet to be unfolded.lower middle class or sects r combating tough situations to stand among "elites".they r bringining glory to the nation.eyes filled with dreams should not be punished for other's bureacracy n corruption.sheila mam!! who is responsible for shattering their dreams,if somehow,"CWG" doesnot go well.i urge all "INDIANS" to plzzz support cwg games by commenting on my blog..hehehehe!!!
not here to blame government,venue and games but just presenting my memoirs(personal views).i can afford to be positive once in a while.i have collected few instances from newspapers depicting y games r so important n should not be opposed n repressed at any cost.
MEHRAJUDDIN WADOO,"the truck",26 yr old,plays for indian national football team.his teammates donot lay on inner conflicts,religion,origin as they belong to different sects.wadoo has several conflicts n issues as "kashmiri " muslim.as the author clearly says that "when he takes field for COMMON WEALTH
GAMES ,his brother in arm will spur him to rise above conflict"..
GEETA,21, N BABITA ,20,lives in ballali haryana.they have been coached by their father"manbir".two good wrestlers have been oppressed by whole village.they have faced negative jibes from thier grandfather stating that" nobody wants women with muscles,hence bringing so much shame to the society".but oncontrary
both sisters never let down fire of winning in themselves.they have been working hard for last five years with spanish coach.they have proved that games knows no languauge barriers.its only ur instincts n hardwork that can make u stand among champions..they dont deserve their sheer painstaking effort should end up like this. kalmadiji r u listening???
SIDDHARTH SUCHDE ,highly meticuluos,hardworking,graduate from harvard university.he was born in mumbai n brought up in london.he could have choosen to be economist easily but this "man" decided to represent "INDIA" in common wealth games.
several more stories r yet to be unfolded.lower middle class or sects r combating tough situations to stand among "elites".they r bringining glory to the nation.eyes filled with dreams should not be punished for other's bureacracy n corruption.sheila mam!! who is responsible for shattering their dreams,if somehow,"CWG" doesnot go well.i urge all "INDIANS" to plzzz support cwg games by commenting on my blog..hehehehe!!!
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
we kicked our day at reference library..our classroom's ac is out of service these days..since we have been put up at 5th floor close to library..issliye we r constant visitors over there..keertika came up with idea of going out..n we nodded in reply..decided to attend java n architecture's lecture first.we reached "mgf" after hectic ride in bus..ate something n started playing at the food court only.."TRUTH N DARE"..cant believe u guys..nobody was ready to take truths..i also confined myself to dare..i was made to smooch/kiss manequine ..then ask a guy for a drink..i negiotiated n completed my dare successfully..we were all giggling n rolling over each other..i guess our new memeber "vabby" was also having fun..suddenly a lady with "offshoulder" onepiece joined us..boyzz started staring n stalking..critcized her like anything.we spent hours gossiping..like who's the best or who's not type.contemplating n trying to put our views together..this was all seems to be very humurous..now the climax:: i decided to try my hands at smoking along with punit."CLASSIC"..he lit the cigratte for me n started explainig...i have to take all smoke inside..n slowly belch it out!! it was like "kapalbhatti" or something..felt choked n vomitted..the whole experience of litting a cigrattee was very appaling n ardous for me
punit was bantering me continously..i blustered n moved out of that khopcha. i didnt felt nice about it..so wont be taking any risks now..after sometime we joined rest of our members..they left for college..akansha n me decided to wait for cab !!!
punit was bantering me continously..i blustered n moved out of that khopcha. i didnt felt nice about it..so wont be taking any risks now..after sometime we joined rest of our members..they left for college..akansha n me decided to wait for cab !!!
Saturday, August 28, 2010
TOKEN OF GESTURE::FUNKY GROUP..
"FUNKY GIRLS"..thats what mansi came up while we were having "choole bature" at biccano(nostalgic)..anywayz moving on..the "GROUP" comprises of 4 lovely gals including me offcourse..lets discuss
the most previous member ."MANSI"..i found her conceited,rouge n snobbish in our first encounter.after spending some time with her i realised that she is extremely sappy(sentimental)..can do wonders with clothes rite from rs.50 janapath sorts to 1000 bugs one pieces..lolzzz..she accessorised herself really well..keep disturbing me during exam time since she is my exam buddy(dont be offended now)..harworking ,self dependent..when we retreat back home 4m college feeling tired n ready to take our beds..she is busy making money somewhere..gal u never get tired noo!! happily committed with her love for last 5 years.
"DHRUV" (her boyfriend) ne yeh kaha ..woh kaha..keep boring me alwz..cant forget those days when we spent hours talking "WASTE STUFF"..i hope u remember.."JESUS CHRIST"..(ACTIONS)she is never sluggish n turgid..alwz accord with my thuts n perceptions. i love the way u speak "PRESENT SIR"(sorry!!! cant get the accent). i have seen her laughing n crying as well..sometimes jealous of her authenticity..it seems she patented the " genuineness"..bahut taarif ho gayi.. on the contrary u dont deserve better results than me.okk!!i do found u "DUMB" for voting sunny rai as "BEST PERSONALITY"...ohhcomeon!!!! how could u think of it in ur "WILDEST DREAMS"..
the most previous member ."MANSI"..i found her conceited,rouge n snobbish in our first encounter.after spending some time with her i realised that she is extremely sappy(sentimental)..can do wonders with clothes rite from rs.50 janapath sorts to 1000 bugs one pieces..lolzzz..she accessorised herself really well..keep disturbing me during exam time since she is my exam buddy(dont be offended now)..harworking ,self dependent..when we retreat back home 4m college feeling tired n ready to take our beds..she is busy making money somewhere..gal u never get tired noo!! happily committed with her love for last 5 years.
"DHRUV" (her boyfriend) ne yeh kaha ..woh kaha..keep boring me alwz..cant forget those days when we spent hours talking "WASTE STUFF"..i hope u remember.."JESUS CHRIST"..(ACTIONS)she is never sluggish n turgid..alwz accord with my thuts n perceptions. i love the way u speak "PRESENT SIR"(sorry!!! cant get the accent). i have seen her laughing n crying as well..sometimes jealous of her authenticity..it seems she patented the " genuineness"..bahut taarif ho gayi.. on the contrary u dont deserve better results than me.okk!!i do found u "DUMB" for voting sunny rai as "BEST PERSONALITY"...ohhcomeon!!!! how could u think of it in ur "WILDEST DREAMS"..
Friday, August 27, 2010
ARCHITECT OF BEHAVIOUR
I dont know how to treat people anymore..sometimes i hurt them so easily.."emotions r only blend of few harmones " 4 me.lets not get into biology but only stick to philosophy..i value my relationship with dad,mom,friends,mentors n superclose "nani"..but not sure that i will successfully put an end to them.i m on a binge of hurting people.some of my personal experience in understanding homo sapien's behaviour is bitter.instances would help..dad is lecturer..he works 16 hrs daily..truely dedicated n sincere..once an inspirational soul..but after sometime i find him too "ambitious"..mom is hardworking housewife who scarificed all her degree's to nurture us in every aspect but then "too religious n spiritual" to be understood..friends r no different..punit (ignorant),keertika(complicated) n akansha(innocence)..dear bhagu!!
y do we have to combat with our emotions everyday..no monotony at all..i enjoy being blank,no mind,pessismist..love to cry all the times for no reasons..stay alone in some shell forever..but i can't..should i leave to my mind or my heart..dont know..now the solution from writer:: nobody can be tryanny of her emotions.chronically be meticulous of ur emotions..cant make whole world happy at same time..respect other's emotions..try ur level best to inculcate justice to them..dont let "dragon of ego" encroached..never let ur emotions hibernate..keep experimenting to believe ..thanx
y do we have to combat with our emotions everyday..no monotony at all..i enjoy being blank,no mind,pessismist..love to cry all the times for no reasons..stay alone in some shell forever..but i can't..should i leave to my mind or my heart..dont know..now the solution from writer:: nobody can be tryanny of her emotions.chronically be meticulous of ur emotions..cant make whole world happy at same time..respect other's emotions..try ur level best to inculcate justice to them..dont let "dragon of ego" encroached..never let ur emotions hibernate..keep experimenting to believe ..thanx
Saturday, August 21, 2010
THE CAT RACE
I planning to change my stream!!!i have developed unbounded carving for english n hindi literature..software,processor blah..blah.. r not my cup of tea..when i will confront my dad
on this in my wildest dreams,he would retaliate stating "mujhe tumhare ghar mein roti chahiye".
lolzzz..i will make a "horrendous" engineer who will deport every company out of this world only..
god forbid i m not made for corporate job..couldnot take pressure of killing ur ethics n "compromising
to stand among "elite" groups..who knows??? i may have aptitude for "lecturership"..naah..itna
patience kahan se aayega..human never have any monotony in life so do i.."a true homo sapiens"..
"MBA" is another option..money..money n more money..thats not me..lets discard this option as well
how about an "IAS" exam..bihar blood is finally boiling!!!i m n will never be ready for this huge
responsiblity..(real truth:: scared of failing in such a long process)..may be masters in "nanotechnology","bioinformatics"...
clearly "man proposes n god disposes"..i m an insipid..life is inscrutable..epitomising the whole discussion..i have an avid love for classical dance,theatre which i wanna portraiy through our literature.but phir"roti" beech mein aa jati hain !!!
on this in my wildest dreams,he would retaliate stating "mujhe tumhare ghar mein roti chahiye".
lolzzz..i will make a "horrendous" engineer who will deport every company out of this world only..
god forbid i m not made for corporate job..couldnot take pressure of killing ur ethics n "compromising
to stand among "elite" groups..who knows??? i may have aptitude for "lecturership"..naah..itna
patience kahan se aayega..human never have any monotony in life so do i.."a true homo sapiens"..
"MBA" is another option..money..money n more money..thats not me..lets discard this option as well
how about an "IAS" exam..bihar blood is finally boiling!!!i m n will never be ready for this huge
responsiblity..(real truth:: scared of failing in such a long process)..may be masters in "nanotechnology","bioinformatics"...
clearly "man proposes n god disposes"..i m an insipid..life is inscrutable..epitomising the whole discussion..i have an avid love for classical dance,theatre which i wanna portraiy through our literature.but phir"roti" beech mein aa jati hain !!!
Thursday, August 19, 2010
THE POOJA MALHOTRA'S LECTURE
"SAMAJH AAYA"...thats what she spit out everytime explaining concepts of "database management system".Miss Malhotra did her mtech from"NATIONAL PHYSICS LABORATARY",DELHI.Thats quite an achievement and could be worth" admiring dream" for budding engineering like us.She is clearly nebolous and never coveted by anybody.I prefer talking/chatting/gossiping with my three"musketeers"inspite of listening to her intellectual "subject talks".She was busy portraiying "ER" diagram n relationship on board..we were busy contemplating our personal relationships.out of somewhere she made "PUNIT" stand and take over her talks.He was blank and stood stooped.Pervasive silence spread throughout the class.she moved on telling us"ATTENDANCE NAHIN DUNGI"..We absolved every teacher from hurting n interrupting our gossips.She noticed again n again..when situation seems to be aggravated..made us move out of the class.We were nostalgic about moving out of class "13" times in a row..My musketeers vindicated me against everybody..our frienship is "naive","pristine",astary(far away from adulteration of studies)..lolzz..once shakespeare told that "all that live must die",passing through nature n eternity but not our friendship...nobody n nothing helped me more to realise the futility of life than "3" of u..i hope to stay close till life n time allows..love u for everything!!!!
Saturday, August 14, 2010
THE DARK NITE
its midnite!!! i have no plans for sleeping yet..i wonder y nites r so painful for me especially???earlier nite seems to be so "relaxing n rejuvenating"..ego left when sun is setting and pure consciousness is attained..i was in deep synchronicity with myself few years back..but now i m arbitrating my ego n self esteem to reach some conclusion.i have pampered both of them a lot.."get over plzzzz".i m being little nostalgic at this time.. on the contrary nite helps me witnessing myself completely unidentified with all this "ephemeral"::i m aware that real search is not for ephemeral but eternal.!!!!
my first page
i dont know how to start!!!this all seems so formal n nerve flinching.i m an anarchist of my emotions rite now..i hope to carry on.people abdomished me about difficulty of pouring ur views n ideas without affecting ur surroundings..but i m ready to take risk..
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